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Comrades! Consumers! Let us never be disheartened by recent traumas and let us remember that this kind of thing happens all the time here. We lose our identities, and we turn on each other, and we forget who we are, and we vanish into the aether and we... we continue, Comrades. We persist.
I've started to think that when the floods aren't too traumatic, and when we don't fall overboard into ports that want to kill us, and when people aren't trying to kill one another quite so enthusiastically, and when the vampires aren't starving and when there are no bears around...
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I don't think I hate it here anymore.
Sometimes... sometimes, someone'll say something, or do something, or ask me to do something, and... I'll know that it's wrong. I'll know that there's a regulation against it somewhere, but... I don't remember what it is anymore. I don't remember why I can't do it anymore. I still miss my home. I miss the Factory, but sometimes I don't-- I don't remember what it is I miss about it. The details are fuzzy, I can't pick them out as well anymore.
It scares me, Comrades, but this place is starting to feel like my home.
[Filtered away from people who he knows won't want him to have alcohol]
There is very little I wouldn't do for something to drink, right now.
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Message Number 100, issued. It seems like such a small number, when I've been here so long.
I've started to think that when the floods aren't too traumatic, and when we don't fall overboard into ports that want to kill us, and when people aren't trying to kill one another quite so enthusiastically, and when the vampires aren't starving and when there are no bears around...
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I don't think I hate it here anymore.
Sometimes... sometimes, someone'll say something, or do something, or ask me to do something, and... I'll know that it's wrong. I'll know that there's a regulation against it somewhere, but... I don't remember what it is anymore. I don't remember why I can't do it anymore. I still miss my home. I miss the Factory, but sometimes I don't-- I don't remember what it is I miss about it. The details are fuzzy, I can't pick them out as well anymore.
It scares me, Comrades, but this place is starting to feel like my home.
[Filtered away from people who he knows won't want him to have alcohol]
There is very little I wouldn't do for something to drink, right now.
Private to self
Message Number 100, issued. It seems like such a small number, when I've been here so long.
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Date: 2010-04-21 02:02 pm (UTC)Bears.
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From:Private - Would you be interested in logging this?
From:Private - yus! Sure! I am going to bed soon jsyk. :3
From:Re: Private -You crazy australians and your time zones. I'll stick up a log while you're sleeping?
From:Private: Yes please! And shush... our time zones are awesome and we gave you hugh jackman.
From:WELL MAYBE WE DIDN'T WANT HUGH JACKMAN, EVER THINK ABOUT THAT, EHH?
From:OH U.
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Date: 2010-04-21 02:08 pm (UTC)Filter
Date: 2010-04-21 02:09 pm (UTC)Filter
Date: 2010-04-21 03:54 pm (UTC)Look, I did a little bit of shopping in Masterland. I could probably trade you half a bottle of something.
Filter - ADORATION!
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From:Filter - Prefect, Professional ignorer of strike outs!
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From:Filter - can you be bothered to do a little Shego/Prefect spam?
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Date: 2010-04-21 02:37 pm (UTC)I can't do that, sorry, comrade.
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Date: 2010-04-21 03:03 pm (UTC)It's working.
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Date: 2010-04-21 03:15 pm (UTC)do you?(no subject)
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From:Private - ohgodnowo'brien'sthinking. :/
From:Private - Poor O'Brien, this plan was a bad one.
From:Private - o'brien has the ability to go 'but the party's better, so I'll do a better job'. he won't
From:Private - Idk, it'd be tough to actually do a worse job than Sylar did :X
From:Private - o'brien's version of this? 'lock myself in my room and do imaginary bureaucracy.' ;/
From:Private - So his solution is to go a bit insane?
From:Private - o'brien's idea of sanity is so skewed anyway....
From:Private - is O'Brien out of Zero yet? I would invite him to dine on some tasty spam if he is!
From:Private - he is, and I approve of tasty spam.
From:Private - Hurrah!
From:private into spam like magic.
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From:Also Filter, since he doesn't know Sam's rules :|
Date: 2010-04-21 07:12 pm (UTC)Yay Filter!
Date: 2010-04-21 07:32 pm (UTC)Yay Filter!
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From:Yay Filter! - Namedropping one of my tags!
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From:...thanks, Prefect...Just what Beatty wanted...
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From:God, you and O'Brien are the WORST Influences on him, Beatty :c
From:No! They're GOOD influences XD
From:That's all a matter of perspective now, isn't it :P
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Date: 2010-04-21 10:04 pm (UTC)You know, if you want to talk about anything, my door's always open.
He wants to invite you to get drunk with him without being told off :c
Date: 2010-04-21 10:19 pm (UTC)Did you do all right during the port, Comrade?
Hell, Harv would probably just say FUCK IT and come get drunk.
From:Private - Harv will PROBABLY get an invitation in a couple of tags time :X
From:Private - Screw good wardening.
From:Private - It's for losers!
From:Private - Totes.
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From:Private - Spam? Post O'Brien?
From:Private - Works for me!
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From:Spam! - What? You don't like mystery alcohol, Harv?
From:Spam! - I don't like mystery alcohol that's shoe polish. :x
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From:FEEL GUILTY FOR LEADING SAM TO BELIEVE YOU DON'T SUCK, PREFECT
Date: 2010-04-21 11:45 pm (UTC)It doesn't always feel good, but in the end, y'know, the change can give you a sort of... a new lease on life.
If Sam can't identify a TRAP when he sees one, then... well, that's not Prefects fault :X
Date: 2010-04-22 12:07 am (UTC)He's trying to have faith in you :C
From:Faith misplaced is faith... idk. Bad faith :|
From:PRIVATE - As Sam doesn't like to discuss your ~issues~ in public, YOU INGRATE
From:PRIVATE - You're so classy, Sam :<
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From:1/2 PRIVATE - Loving sigh.
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From:PRIVATE - SULLLLLLK.
From:PRIVATE - CCCC:
From:PRIVATE - Curse you Sam.
From:PRIVATE - Why :c
From:PRIVATE - Stop being right :c
From:PRIVATE - Sam can't help it :c IT'S HIS CURSE
From:PRIVATE - HE ENJOYS IT. I CAN TELL.
From:PRIVATE - WELL, DUH, IT'S SAM
From:PRIVATE - WELL, DUH, IT'S SAM
From:PRIVATE - I'm sorry Sam's so dramatic :c
From:PRIVATE - It's okay, subtlety doesn't work on his inmate :c
From:PRIVATE - SAM RETURNS FROM MY FAILURE
From:PRIVATE - WB SAM c:
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From:SEE IF HE CAN RECOGNIZE THIS VOICE
Date: 2010-04-22 12:43 am (UTC)He totally can't. BUT IT FREAKS HIM OUT A LITTLE.
Date: 2010-04-22 12:52 am (UTC)MAYBE HE HAS VOICE-GARBLING EQUIPMENT. - [Private]
From:More likely? Prefect's just an idiot. - [Private]
From:nooooo he's cute :< - [Private]
From:He can be a cute idiot! - [Private]
From:he's endearing 8( - [Private]
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Date: 2010-04-22 01:35 am (UTC)Filter
Date: 2010-04-22 01:45 am (UTC)Filter
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From:I AM TOO LAZY TO GO CHECK, BUT PREFECT TELLS HIM. Can you be bothered to spam this, or assume?
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From:Spam - I love that he still sleeps under his desk <3
From:Spam - He feels safe down there :P
From:Spam - One day he'll discover the big scary world beyond his desk.. like his floor.
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