No. I already had to forget it once. They restored it when they discovered I was still useful and I was willing. I'm one of the ones that'll be in it until they're dead. [Possibly many times over.]
But it's been a choice for us. Always been a choice. All the weapons I know how to use? All the languages I know and thinks I've done? You gotta prove that you're capable of handling it. That you can consider each individual life before it's put in your protection, even if it's not the sort of person most people would expect.
Like Narvin, for one.
We make the choice between limitless knowledge and social identity- I'm Agent K, Division 6 -or a life of normalcy out in the real world, with oblivious freedom. We don't get propaganda to stay, or a feeling of love. Just... being a part of something you have to always work for, and feels bigger. I know I can't leave it. So I get why you must have had a hard time with all that other crap piled onto it.
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Date: 2011-03-28 11:33 pm (UTC)But it's been a choice for us. Always been a choice. All the weapons I know how to use? All the languages I know and thinks I've done? You gotta prove that you're capable of handling it. That you can consider each individual life before it's put in your protection, even if it's not the sort of person most people would expect.
Like Narvin, for one.
We make the choice between limitless knowledge and social identity- I'm Agent K, Division 6 -or a life of normalcy out in the real world, with oblivious freedom. We don't get propaganda to stay, or a feeling of love. Just... being a part of something you have to always work for, and feels bigger. I know I can't leave it. So I get why you must have had a hard time with all that other crap piled onto it.