I've lied to you, Prefect, and I feel a little horrible about it. Once whilst I was myself, and once whilst I was under different influences.
You asked me if I believed in God. Then you asked me about God. I paid you lipservice, nothing better. I felt my faith crumbling under my fingertips and I didn't want to admit it, so I lied. The second time, it was the easier solution, the easier lie.
But I want at least a little honesty. So I'm sorry for having said all of that.
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Date: 2011-03-28 12:30 am (UTC)I've lied to you, Prefect, and I feel a little horrible about it. Once whilst I was myself, and once whilst I was under different influences.
You asked me if I believed in God. Then you asked me about God. I paid you lipservice, nothing better. I felt my faith crumbling under my fingertips and I didn't want to admit it, so I lied. The second time, it was the easier solution, the easier lie.
But I want at least a little honesty. So I'm sorry for having said all of that.