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Prefect ([personal profile] buywithme) wrote2010-01-16 02:22 am

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Everything that mattered was--

Oh god, I couldn't ha--


...Is anyone all right?

I didn't mean too-- I mean... being that person...

...

I'm sorry, Comrades. I promise never to try and do anything like that again.

[P.S. death toll in the infirmary goin' on here, so feel free to spam!]

[identity profile] buywithme.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Sister I-- I can't stop loving the Factory. There's no way to break that out of me. I still talk like someone who believes in everything the Factory stands for and I do sister, I really do believe it, but... I know, that I am too changed from my time here to ever be able to go back there now.

He still loved the revolution, and he still talked like a man who wanted to fight for freedom and equality and peace, but...

...but he was changed as well.

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I apologize, Comrade. I do not know you as well as I might like and I-she- did not take the time to know him, either. So I cannot truly say that I understand but...

Well, we all learned something this week.

Changed how, Comrade? I question the both of you.

[identity profile] buywithme.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I... A lot of ways, sister. I started feeling guilty, and it all went downhill from there.

He got angry. He got so angry he didn't care what it was he was fighting anymore. He knew all the words still, but... they were just words. He just wanted to fight.

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[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Downhill, Comrade? Change...especially change caused by guilt...does not have to go down.

And to have such empty words stir so many people. That charisma, though. You possess it, too. And you do not have to be that way.

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[identity profile] buywithme.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
There has definitely been a certain non-specific degree of downhill travel, Sister, I promise you that.

And sister, I have a use for my words, and they aren't empty, I--

...

I'm sorry, Sister. I don't know if I can talk about this right now.

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[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
I meant his words, not yours. And of course. I do not want to force you to speak if you are not comfortable with it. I am sure you have others you can talk to. But do not hesitate to call upon me if you need something. If I can help, I will.

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[identity profile] buywithme.livejournal.com 2010-01-16 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I don't understand why, but... thank you, sister.