[Parker barely noticed when Prefect poured the vodka into her mug. Her brain felt like it was being torn into little bitty pieces. Eyes were still squeezed shut but she nodded when Prefect spoke about what it was like at home.] Maybe, [the word was spoken through a tightened jaw.] That's what we're supposed to be here on the fucking Barge. A part of something. Maybe that's what all this bullshit redemption is about. [Parker was completely pulling things out of her ass here, and she forced her eyes open to look at him.]